Goodbye to the season of eights! welcome 09!

so another year will end soon.
what have you done?

Have you done your resolution last january? or you just passed out on it and said to yourself.. "i'll just do it again on 09.."

have you done good deeds that you promised yourself you'd do? or maybe you forgot?

did you follow your oh so ambitious diet plan? or have you just told yourself.. maybe tomorrow i'll start again...

have you changed for the better? or sadly, for the worst?

have you stopped criticizing other people? or do you just tell yourself, "hey, i'm just being frank!"

have you tried to save up money? then maybe, use it at other useless things, perhaps a new lipgloss? eyeliner? bag? shoes?...

have you looked at yourself in the mirror and truly see who you really are? or did you just see what you wanted to see?

have you ever went to church to talk to Him? or are you doing this so that people would say that you're good?

there are so many things that we have done for the past year, yet we haven't realized the purpose of this doings...

well, the mentioned above are just some of my doings... SOME but not all... i'm a bit ashamed, but then again, it is who i am...
by recognizing my faults, i could do something good about it. perhaps i could improve myself...


instead of saying that you will.. or i will...
just say i'll try. if you're not so sure about the change you want.

if you say " i will" do it...
no alibi's...

in the end, the word resolution itself would have served it's true definition.
TO RESOLVE... to have an ANSWER...

through this, i will make a stand.
a stand for myself... to change...
to change myself...

who knows, through my change (or yours) ...
we could make a bigger difference... someway or the other.

a first blog here... for a new year!
happy holidays!